Saturday, April 23, 2011

Cried till death


I have cried myself to death, now I am just a dead man walking on…
Smiles once in while… spreads smiles... but whats beneath..
Is the cancer called love killing… the world never leaves me alone…
No complaints no one sees it…so I still walk…
Lost my heart n soul for long… I am tired
Tired of crying myself to death..
Back then I could see me walking a path chosen…
Now I am lost in the crowd frozen…
Where am I except once in a while in the mirror, even that’s my reflection..
And its aint no more like me..
Life is uncertain for sure…where am I going I don’t know any more
I see people in the crowd talking about what they want from life….I see some having got all… whats your point you are still in the crowd!
Me…searching in my mind… the million dollar question “what would drive me?”
Last time something drove me crazy… when I fell head over heals for that lady
The question remains what would drive me?
In the frozen crowd I struggle to move my way out
I am stuck coz I have no clue of directions, hope I am not going back again.
I would lead the way someday
Few things have helped me aloft, but whats my ray of hope?
I have no answers for half the questions asked.. need to have them asap
I always believed that time heals all, except I guess ‘me’… its just running away from me…

2 comments:

A gust of fresh air said...

Never seen anyone bear his soul in a poem but frankly speaking, I don't have answer to your questions as I am myself searching for some myself. Only thing that drives me amid all pain is a belief taught by a dear friend of mine and a thought created by my formative years. A belief in a divine power which is above all and a thought-"Since you are born leave a mark behind". Hope you can find some hint if not an answer.

Sandeep Yeruva said...

Life is a surprise and even the death. We can’t expect it to be the way we think. We the people of the world think that we have answers for some of the questions in our mind, but frankly we don’t have ANY answer,. It’s truth which can’t be accepted by anyone in this world. We would decide to do on things in the way we think. You have greatest experiences in your life to show people in this confused world the way to live.

Oh’ My Friend this is life and we have to accept it. The way we live, the way we die is not the way we want it to be. Nothing is in our hands it’s only the day, the hour, the minute which is in our hands. I can say that you are the ONE in this world to show those ones a path to live. This pain and Love in you would make you a very strong human and help others to sustain in this beautiful nature, disastrous, polluted, political, corrupted, damaged World.

As a friend I will be there with you until my death.